Tears at bedtime
After crowing how great my sex life was last week, today: a low.
I got a text from my girlfriend saying she wanted me to join her. She was in bed when I got to her bedroom. She was half asleep.
We had a cuddle, her hot, naked body getting me hard instantly. In fact I was hard before I even got into bed. Her discarded panties on the floor got me going as I was sitting on the edge of the bed. I had an urge to feel them, stroke them.
Anyway, everything seemed OK. She clung on to me, teasing my shoulder with her teeth, clutching my bum cheeks as I squeezed her tight, kissing her neck, stroking her back, pulling her hot, sexy body tight towards mine.
I could sense she didn't want me to play with her tits. She guided me away from them. I wanted to kiss her cunt, and planted my lips on her inner thighs, just catching the gorgeous scent of her pussy. She turned round and made it plain what she wanted. I kissed her bum cheeks then slid my tongue down her crack, lapping her bumhole and coating it with my saliva, while I rubbed her clit with my hand.
She pushed me on to my back and mounted my cock. We fucked for a short while, but still she didn't want me to play with her tits, which is very unusual. She has beautiful breasts and normally loves them tweaking, kneading and kissing. But today she just pushed me on my back and we fucked. Quite frantically.
Then, she was in tears. She climbed off me, and curled up in bed. I tried to comfort her, but it was no use. She just kept bursting into tears.
In the end, I got dressed and told her it was time for me to leave. I told her I didn't think I was doing her any good. I meant it. I think she's suffering emotionally from seeing me.
I kissed her lightly as I left. I think this could be the end.
I don't really understand why she was like that. Well, maybe I do. She's in too deep and I can't give her what she wants. She logged on to MSN a couple of times tonight; I'm sure she wanted to talk to me, but I really wasn't in the mood. I really do think this is the end for us.
But I've said that so many times before.
Now there's a guy who wants to meet me so I can slip on his wife's panties and stockings so he can suck me. I've got to admit I'm excited at the prospect. I did leave her house with a hard-on and a sticky end. I need to do something to deal with it.
I'll keep you posted. I've made contact with a few pantie men and the prospect excites me. I told you women's panties made me hard.
09:28:26 AM Wednesday, October 25th, 2006
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