Afterthoughts
Its been over a week since J fucked Pete, and I guess that we are are both disappointed with what happened. The intensity of feelings especially anticipation,before the meeting were great for both of us,the event and the afterwards have been a letdown.
We discussed what hapened and our feelings in the days and nights since last Monday and these can be described for each us as follows.
For me there was excitement and pleasure in anticipating the event and living through the night with the texts from J. When she got in and recounted what had happened I was horny yet slightlly disappointed that I had not been there with her and watched.
For J she too had been excited she said the thought of someone else being sexually attracted to her was a great turn on. She liked the anticipation but felt both excited and scared being with a relative stranger who she was going to let fuck her if he wanted. Pete she feels wasn't the right bloke for the first time, she had found him wet but she was determined to ahve sex that night even if he wasn't coming onto her. It surprised her that she could be so forward, dominant, and slutty. The sex itself wasn't much- she hated the feel of the condom- and it was over too fast. It wasn't even a raunchy quickie as she said.
When she was in the taxi home she felt cheap and used and thats basically how she felt for a couple of days afterwards. She found it difficult to talk much about it for at least two days.She just wanted sex with me.
We went out for a drink Saturday afternoon and chatted a bit about what happened given her feelings over the last few days I was surprised when she said she wanted to try it again. This time it wouldn't be with anyone she knew.
She is going out with her sister and friends on Friday - I've been told to make sure I am around
