Rampant Ramblings

I, well, we, have been together for 15 years now. Before I got married I enjoyed sex, was never really single from being fourteen, and never really faithful up until I met my man. I love him to bits, but is it wrong to want someone new, just once in a while? I want him with me all the time, but is it cruel to want someone else, many someone else's for one night of safe passion? I desperately want to be dominated, to be raped, two things he can't/ won't offer me. I don't want feelings to get in the way, I don't want an affair. But I don't want him to think less of me either. Isn't it better that I come out in the open and let him know, rather than sneak around, something I could never do? I think I finally have him persuaded that this is a good idea. To meet other couples, and hopefully, fulfil some of my fantasies. Wish me luck, and any advice, or answers, gratefully received xx

This is my first blog, here at least. The one where I'm hoping I can say what I want, without repercusion....?